so i have tons of studying to do but all i can think is how i wish i was talking to him or he was here. its really weird i have always missed him since he left but the last couple weeks well actually the last couple months since his last visit i just want him to be back here. and i know things wont be easy but i really wanna try. i also wanna be able to tell him that but i cant bring myself to do it... man o man. o well whatcha gonna do:(  STUDY!